I didn't know who I was until now...I shun it away.

So, looking around the peers I had who share the same artistic interests as me, was a great, but hurtful day.

I wish I could have shown these people how much more friendship I wanted, and didn't work for at all this semester. In that respect, I have failed. But I have learned so much about myself.

I need to know how to show my true feelings towards people, and not think that I am protecting myself from hiding anything. That goes for every person in my entire life. And I saw that through some certain people around me who inspire me to release this god forsaken shell that has prevented so many new friendships for me. I regret a lot in that respect, but I have learned a lot about myself, and the true self that wants to shine out of me.