That Fine Line

You know how I wrote that I could feel my future ahead of me?

Well, I can. I can feel it. It's gray though.

You know why?

heh....that fundamental question right? why....

It's because I can't cross that fine line, between living in the false or living in the TRUTH.

I need to just let myself live in MY TRUTH.

Why...again...can't I do that?

Because...all my life...I've chosen to be safe, and live in the false. But now I want the truth.

I need it to become the person inside me.

And the reason I'm not is because I was scared by society.